Lets face it, unless something drastic happens then nothing on this blog will change. This year has been a very very interesting one to say the least. Two failed relationships which ended on very acrimonious terms, a summer placement with a bang and reconnecting with lost friends (loss being due to one of the relationships!!)
Allow me first to rant about my two bad relationships. The first one was with Sarah. Now this relationship started off in 2006 and we split up in february of this year. Me ending this relationship was the worst move I could ever have made. Yes her insecurities were very very annoying and I felt restricted and caged, but she was my life. With her I felt invincible. I still remember me being in her room getting all agitated and just walking out the door both of us in tears. I cried for pretty much an entire month. I really really regret this now and I know I should have treated her better and even to this day I do not know if I can get over the huge mistake I have made. My second relationship of this year was with Nina. i was an absolute idiot for getting into another relationship so soon after splitting up with Sarah. I never really felt any proper connection with her and it was the most blatant rebound in the planet. Shame none of us saw it. I remember her coming to visit me in Chester and we spent the night together. It was nothing like the 1st night I shared with Sarah or any other girl for that matter. It felt so meaningless. We tried to take "us" to the next level and to be honest it was horrible. I felt nothing there. There was no spark or anything. I guess things just moved too quickly for me in that one. Anyway lets brighten the mood a bit. I have now decided that a break from everything is required although I do wish Sarah and I could get back together so much.
As I said earlier I had lost contact with my mates from back home and whileI cant remember how I managed to get them back, I am really really glad I did. These guys are the best mates a bloke could ever wish for and getting back with them beats any effect the break ups may have had on me. Looking forward to xmas with these guys ripping up york to the max!!!!! I would do anything for them just like I am sure they would for me. I love you guys xxx
Also this year, in the summer I spent a year with Corus Living Solutions. Now I know what you are thinking right now.... Who on earth are they???? Well allow me to explain hehe. They are a Civil Engineering company under the umbrella Corus (British steel to any older/more learned readers) based on the Welsh border not too far from Chester. They specialise in modular construction (similar to portakabin). I was there mainly as an auxilliary, helping out with any calculations plus getting a proper feel for what life is like within Civil Engineering. This was one of the best experiences of my life and to be honest I am wanting to do something similar again next summer albeit a little closer to home so I can have a bit more fun during the night.
Oh well this is the end of my 1st blog on this site. Never done anything like this before and I hope you enjoyed/despaired my life this year.
Much love to you all.
